Don't think that way. Normally the first application is not the best one. And sometimes the one you think with biggest possibility is actually with least opportunity, but the one you think hopeless may be the one you will get.
Comfort and be patient to wait for your good news!
take it easy, shuishuile mm. sometimes things do happen not towards your thinking. Just relax and wait, maybe some schools that you don't count much on will accept you.