I FUCKED IT UP! BUT I WILL MAKE IT UP AGAIN!

Snazzy

Finally, I have made up mind to join you folks,  after months’ struggle between work and study. Thanks to my buddy, I come to know the great website,  chasedream.com. It’s so informative, updated, friendly and cool. Learning so many folks have finished the first step to their career goal, I am so much motivated and committed to follow their foot prints to achieve my dream.

Well, I graduated in 1996 with a bachelor’s degree in mechanical engineering. After graduation, I had been with  one of the largest food manufacturing company in the world for 3 years before I moved to another reputable US company. In the end of 2001, I came to Canada, as an independent immigrant. Like most of the other new comers, I started my life here right from the bottom of the society. Fortunately, I landed my first professional job in the 10th month. The hard work to find another job didn’t work out. But  I short-lived this one and lost it in 3 months. After that, I had been trying to improve my job finding skills and to the interviews for any job opportunities. Luckily, I have got tens of interviews. But no job offer was extended to me, although I had passed some of them even to the final ones.

Of the interviews, one was with the company I worked for in China. I had very good chance to get my dream job after several interviews. But I just hate waiting, endless waiting between interviews. In June, I decided to start GMAT preparation as I would like to go to business school anyway, although I might not do it at that point since I could get a good job.  However, I just couldn’t concentrate on the study as I need to put so much time to prepare for the upcoming interviews by the big noses of the company. I was so excited about the prospect of getting the job. However, I was told the position had been put on a hold when I was smirking. Oh, my God, I just couldn’t believe it. I put all my eggs into the basket, but it was dropped. What a big mess.  The time, the effort, the hope  and everything  I put in  went nowhere… I was absolutely lost.

When I was trying to find my way out of this big mess, another offer was extended and I took it right away.  It was not the job I like, but it was a job. As expected, I lost it very soon. And I didn’t get another offer from the interviews I had been to when I was with the job.  I lost my way.

I have been trying to figure out why I didn’t get a good job from so many interviews. I have good qualifications, I have good background, … and what’s more, my English is good. What’ was wrong?

Finally, I realized I should stand up and improve the situation by getting a degree in North America. And nothing but GMAT will lead me the way. So, here I am. It’s never too late to start to do something. I know application deadlines of most of schools are coming. It’s OK. If I can’t not do it next year, I will do it the year after. Life is going on, and I can still make up for what I have missed.  I, with you,  will never give up …   

(Today, on  Dec 1, I am going to finish my detailed study plan. My idea is to take the test within 2 months, realistically. And I am sure I will get it, with the support of you folks. And of course, I will give you my hands as well. Please give your comments. Let’s do it, here at CD.   )

Snazzy

butterfly

You will get it!

Snazzy

thanks, butterfly, u know why i found this website is great is simply because we can encourage and help  each other heartfully to achieve our goals, which is not even easy in realy life. i also posted my plan. can u give some instructions since i am classified to be a trainee?:-)

祈晴坊主

以下是引用Snazzy在2003-12-2 12:59:00的发言：
. can u give some instructions since i am classified to be a trainee?:-)

你打算入几月队

我给你加

Snazzy

Hi, the sister of Harry Porter, I am planning for the end of January. PLEASE, mentor, give me your hands. Many thanks!!!

祈晴坊主

hardworking bee

come on

i have added you to our team

Snazzy

thanks, little sister, i will be working harder than anybody else!!!:-)

祈晴坊主

hehe

some relax is highly appreciated.

Snazzy

hi, little sister, i sure will try to relax whenever i can, although i have been  pushing myself very hard. last night, i stayed up after 1am, and i didn't get up until 11am. oh, ****, i don't know what the hell was wrong. I was completely mad with myself. so, i have to use the alarming today. i just can't kill time on the bed! THANKS, little sister, hey, ur profile is very, u know, funny ... ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa