Hi, Julia, I just started my life with CD, really touched by your artical. Don't worry, you will be doing great. Everybody has ups and downs. Cheer up, welcome to come to North America. You will find yourself here ...
It hurts but it is a good thing. It will hurt you even more if you get too invloved with the wrong person and you find it too late to entangle the mess. Good for you. Look forward. No big deal.