life is complicated and tough sometimes.....it is beyond everyone's total control.Maybe change your angle from which you see it ,you can turn the bitter part into sweet one~~Listen to your voice from deep heart,that is what you really want~Keep dreaming ,never settle!!
PS:You are not alone!YOU HAVE THE BEST WISHES OF ALL THE CDers!!Never ever lose your passion to dream!!!Life is a journey,just enjoy every part ot it~