我活的好累...

mrsyue

好羡慕那些可以自由追求梦想的人啊! 我感觉自己活的很累. 我在04年在美国的一所二类大学闭业, 本想留下工作, 可是由于签证问题紧接着跟着父母来到加拿大的一个小城市, 大部分住的都是退休的老人, 感觉不到外面的世界. 我想去大一点的地方, 可是当时还是年青, 下不了决心. 第一年我找不到工作, 只能在报社买报纸, 每天晚上失眠是家常便饭. 我一直不停的努力, 希望有专机. 第二年, 在我彻底绝望, 打算去TORONTO边刷盘子边找工作的时候, 我终于找到了FULL TIME　WORK, 虽然我需要每天拼死拼活的努力, 可是还是很满足. 因为我觉的生活有了希望, 积累一些经验, 有一天可以摆脱这个小城市. 我把所有的VACATION 都用在CFA上面, 两年每天都是WORK. 我终于得到了工作经验, 高GMAT, GPA, 还有CFA 的两个LEVEL. 可是我害怕了. 我有过太多次的失败, 我害怕看到这次申请的结果. BOSS好象对我两年就离开也不是很高兴, 不知道能不能那到好的推荐信. 我该怎么办, 我真的好害怕, 我觉得如果这次失败的话我会彻底垮台. 在这个小城市里, 每天都是折磨...我该怎么办呢? 我好想大哭一场!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jessicaf

学校理解你不找在职老板做推荐人的。并且学校也可以不去问他对你的评价。

hccchen

thats life! u know.. full of up and down. If you can achieve high GPA, high GMat,and also passed CFA (2 lvls), I am sure you can overcome the diffculty of applying to your dream school. There are many worse cases than yours ..heheh like mine---> still aiming for a higher GMAT score..

hccchen

btw, i graduated at 04 as well, maybe we are the same ages.. haha

mrsyue

哎,问题是我没有别的人选了啊...

mrsyue

可感觉只有DOWN没有UP啊!

hccchen

you only have 1 boss? how about co-workers? I mean if he/she really is your only one choice. Try to talk to him/her and resons out ur goal. He/she is just another human being; i m sure he/she will understand. add oil ba!

hccchen

how can there be only down no up? you need to be more optistomitc (pardon my spelling) - like i said earlier, you have high gpa (thats up) you have high GMAT (thats up) you have/had a job(thats another up) - consider how many people now are unemployee.

cheers

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online2w

Why not go to Toronto now and work for another year or two before applying? At the same time you could complete the CFA level III. Good for you to realize that MBA may help shaping your future, but I don't see any rush to apply at this moment, unless there are other factors which you have/may not want to share.

Cheer up! Living in Canada by itself means that you have much more freedom than the majority of the world's population; and being a 2004 Graduate means that you still have tons of time to enjoy the freedom. (plus, I guess you don't have any attachment yet

Best wish and good luck !!

mrsyue

I thought about going to Toronto, but I want to do IB, Bay Street is so limited in these jobs. CFAs are everywhere in Toronto. I tried a few times, but no luck. I currently do personal banking, I feel so stressed out by the job so I don't want to apply for another position within the same field just to get away from this city. Because if I move, I'm looking at another two years working in Canada. I don't like it here to be honest, there is so little competition, not a place for young people. But I really appreciate the encouragement, all I can do is to apply now. If it all comes to nothing then I may have to think other avenues. I think I would go insane if I stay here for another year, so it's not even a choice to me...5555555555...