my english might be the crappiest at this board of the forum... ;-( i don't have the mood to prepare the toefl coz' i don't think it's worthy... so... god is the only one i could turn to at the moment... wish me luck... ;-(
Antipathy is the reason why i couldn't devote myself to the preparation. facing the toefl must-do vocabulary, i wondered why i should spend time on reciting those meaningless words, from which i could gain nothing but boringness... you won't believe it, my english, though quite crappy, has costed my precious 10 years. i don't wanna spend time on it anymore, even one week! i somehow hate english learning...
Take it easy. Just for the exam. Don't dislike English. It is used widely anywhere. When you can use it freely, you will feel it worth all what you have done. You should not always study on English. That will be terrible.