谢谢妹妹,感动中……找帖子可以通过点击梦之队日记来找,比一页一页翻容易多了。 几天都在继续Delta。现在完成了第一周任务的90%,要不是因为同寝室的女孩要睡觉了本来是可以把听力听完的……我这电脑放碟子声音太大了。阅读不错,听力时好时坏,状态极度不稳定。虽然笔记有了点小小的长进,可以分出来不同的人说的话,也可以找到一些关键点了,但是细节题经常在瞬间听懂之后就忘记了……郁闷啊郁闷,看样子还是练少了,准备多听一点相关的学术材料。再一个,好多单词拼写不会……而且看着认识的东西,听着就有点稍微陌生……准备把词汇书的MP3过一遍,好歹有些感觉…… 写了两三篇小小的东西而已,尚且不太成器……打英文实在太慢,比不上我写小说练就的中文打字速度……让周围老师帮忙改了改,受益匪浅…… 以上为公务……接着灌水的东西,忙人可以不看…… 最近因为一些半大不小的事情有点稍微不开心,今日跑步打卡,从来800米不及格的自己居然拼了死命的跑下1200,回寝室直接瘫掉了……开始非常厉害的肚子痛……因为明知没有大事,只是老毛病,就喝了点红糖水而已。不相信什么校医院……想来,高中的时候有老妈照顾还是不错的……直到目前都还在隐隐作痛,不愿意打扰任何朋友,只能在CD上水两句…… 无论怎么样总是要复习的,继续之前重新理清思路…… My family and relatives are all strongly against my applying plan at first. They said, I was so lucky to stand out from my peers. Although my dream school Beijing University was out of reach, at least I came to Beijing and majored in English, my favorite subject. Why do I still so enthusiastic of going to American universities or colleges to complete my undergraduate education, despite of two years' time, endless troubles, and TOEFL&SAT? I answered, because everyone needs to find his or her own position, a point that we can do our best. I was born in a small city, and the initial 18 years I went to local primary and middle schools. Every teacher was impressed by my outstanding academic record, but I didn’t have any chance to enlarge my social circle. Maybe this is a poor excuse; I didn’t use the Internet so much that time, because of some technical reasons. After I came to Beijing, I realized how limited our English teaching is. Majoring in English doesn’t mean doing translation work all the time. English is a beautiful language, and we can explore the wonderful world inside. We are given the wonders of the English world, while our teaching methods keep old-fashioned. Meanwhile, due to my dedicated but partly failed career project, I started to consider changing my career path towards finance service. Before long I found out in this school, there is no science atmosphere at all. Back to high school, I was so outstanding in Math and Physics, even won some prizes in the so-called Olympic Competition. Never will I be able to find another four years to study them again; this idea led me to thinking about going to the US. So here I am, 19, SOA, but still full of a high-school graduate’s dream to fulfill a true Liberal-Arts education. As I mentioned in my title, I don’t know if it is too late. The only thing I can ensure you is that I will never give up my dream. See some of you in the US in 2008. 我有个朋友以前说起过自己的梦想,当时我不知道这是引用,大赞他的文字功夫……在联合国学政治,在华尔街读金融,在百老汇看戏剧,在林肯中心听音乐……而现在的自己,守着好不容易完成的小说,出版却遥遥无期……当年对高中同学许下的愿望,对自己未来的期许,不能也不应该因为眼前的困难而放弃。白羊座热情勇敢的天性,将和各位的祝福鼓励一样,陪伴我微笑前行。
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-5-10 10:41:59编辑过] |