Dear LZ, please take it easy 緣份很難說, so just go with the flow.
In fact, I understand how you feel as I also screwed up my last relationship because of this whole MBA application thing. Yet, I am glad in a way because I realized we were not so fit for each other after all. Life goes on and I choose to believe the best is yet to come. 共勉 & 給力 ^-^/