wwwzzz, and yaoayo99, thanks for your guys' advise. Some schools ,such as Kellogg and NYU, have media concentration which is focused on merger and acquisition, stratigic operation, etc. For example, the company I worked for is the major investor of Sohu.com. It is also the publisher of Harvard Business Review, and Forbs in China. The company is a VC which concentrates its investment in media industry.
No worries, buddy. Every cloud has its silver lining. Life is full of uncertainties and challenges. I believe you are mature enough to get over it. You will get your chance very soon!