睡不着,起来写点东西 夜已深沉,却无眠。拿起DELTA来看。 从8/31报名到现在,感觉心里象有狼追着般,只能拼命向前,不能懈怠。是生活加快了脚步还是心理加快了脚步,匆匆,加速度。 我一向心醉于闲云野鹤般生活,但误入这滚滚红尘,不经意间发现总在时代浪里。从小喜欢文学艺术,阴差阳错进了法学学府,考了律师资格。人家都说我赶法治中国进程,我本无心。 这次IBT,又象一只无形的手,把我推进了浪里。只是想考一下,偏偏赶上变革之年,不经意又赶回时髦,我已无法后退。 因为毕业几年,考试压力不小,这使我心难以回复往日宁静,无法静静一盏灯在床头,红袖添香夜读书。 然而今晚,怎么了,是9/15首场对我的冲击,还是诸多XDJM今天的不如意。我竟然格外沉静了,拿起DELTA当散文读。 只到看了这一篇文章,我想落泪。 Salmon’s run Various species of Pacific salmon make a round trip from the small streams where they are born, to the sea, and back to the stream of their origin, where they spawn and die. This round trip is known as the salmon’s run. The end of the salmon’s run is the beginning of the next generation. …… I was looking at a waterfall, and I saw a salmon jump up, about ten feet! At first, I couldn’t believe my eyes. But then I saw another one do it! And then several more! It was an awesome sight. …… They must have an incredibly powerful instinct. …… The survival of their species depends on their ability to get home and reproduce. …… 也许,我们就象这些Salmon,与生俱来的instinct注定了我们要远行,无论道路有多远,前面有多少难关。 我们慢慢长大,来自无数条河流,汇聚到海里。当我们成熟了,我们成群结队,回家,追寻我们那年少时的梦想。 我们一步步前行,或许路上吃着小鱼小虾,把养分带回家;或许,在不知那里的异乡的街头,被贪婪的eagels吃掉。 不要悲伤,Nothing is wasted in nature. Salmon死后,用身躯奉献了birds,mammals,and vegetation---and even their own newly hatched offspring. Salmon’s run, 是本能,是生老病死,是宿命,是轮回;更是活着就要勇敢前行,明知千难万险依然百折不挠的无畏。 眼里的那滴泪,终于没有掉下来。心境当下澄澈。 Tomorrow is another day. |