Thank you for your advice! And I must say, you are totally right. One should think about why he is going to do sth ahead, esp. if it is about, like everyone says, such a lifestyle decision. I honestly dont know if I am making a right decision for lifetime. I can only imagine what kind of life it would be and how much I would like it---thanks to CD. But I do know that it is the best decision I can make right now and I wont easily give up sth that I have chosen myself. What's more, I do have a strong feeling that I want to know more about maketing this way. So I guess what I lack now is confidence. I actually thought about studying phd from time to time since long time ago but never did reseach about it particularly until recently when life gets to a point where I have to choose again and suddenly phd came into mind unprecedentedly strong. The problem is I always think of it as too hard for me to get admitted, because for me it seems that everybody who gets to study in US has very strong backgound, which proved to be true after several days of my first phd-info search project. I think right now I want to first make sure I have "some" competitive strength or just strength whatever, so that I know if it would make sense for me to go for it. Once I identify its feasibility, I think all I need is then to do it one step after another. I would be very glad to hear more... |